A great day !!!

After three days of intense pain. I felt good today. I did nothing. Spent the afternoon with two of my best friends and just relaxed it was gorgeous today warm with a gentle breeze. Fall colors are vibrant this year Leaves blowing thru the air falling here and there. Thank you Jesus for such beauty and the ability to appreciate life.
I am so sick of politics

Let's see how this works on my iPod

Well my birthday is Sunday and I really want an iPad but due to finance don't think I will get one yet maybe Christmas
Well this app let me put a photo in that's good

drugs that are not good for.you

CYMBALTA WHY DID I LET MY PC TALK ME INTO TRYING THIS DRUG FOR PAIN AND DEPRESSION. IT HAS NEARLY MADE ME WANT TO COMMIT SUICIDE. I QUIT TAKING IT AFTER TWO WEEKS ANd it is causing me horrible nightmares and snaps in my brain if I make it thru this I will Never be added a new drug. I shall suffer

its 2:37am here in West Virginia

Yesterday was a beautiful windy fall day leaves blowing Out of my yard across the road to a farmers field (leaf mold) his land needs it anyways lol so nice Not to be bothered by the Dreaded Stink Bugs. I have sprayed for them and they are lying bellyup everywhere. I hate killing things but not them they get in your house and they Do Stink if they spray

its 2:37am here in West Virginia

Yesterday was a beautiful windy fall day leaves blowing Out of my yard across the road to a farmers field (leaf mold) his land needs it anyways lol so nice Not to be bothered by the Dreaded Stink Bugs. I have sprayed for them and they are lying bellyup everywhere. I hate killing things but not them they get in your house and they Do Stink if they spray

my two wk check up on neck fusion

All went well! I was told how difficult the surgery was another fear for Dr when they mess around your spinal cord and have to do so much clean up. Unfortunately I will mot be riding until next may or.so as in march they will open my back op and take out the rods, screws and plate. That will ne another recovery. Also he believes the rods and screws are causing my SI joint pain which is Very painful but I babe to wait until the bone is fused to remove the hardware! I am wore out from these two surgies and all the painful nerve testing and discography test so time to go ne with Charlton in Newport News and Rest and do PT. I am simply wore.out from trying to keep this house going and the animals just really tired. I did however let go of.my anti depressant. I feel clearer and happier than I have been in years Weird. I am feeling So much better and came to terms with my back pain hoping it Will Get Better when the Hardware is removed if not another surgery to fuse the SI joints themselves. But for some reason I believe My Talks with God. Have calmed me down.

Cheers to all and have a Blessed Weekend

Live love laugh laugh more

This week I have been having some serious issues with my exhusbands live in girlfriend....this is a serious relationship , she is sweet, pretty , and loves my grandchildren which she sees more than I do , due to my operations this year......I am jealous i guess., I dont want to feel this way ....it is not jealous of her and my ex.....we are friends......there is a confusing issue about her that I am having trouble with. She is a Wiccan /wicca/ witch.....I dont know how to describe her beliefs but I guess its a pagean religion.....she is a good person but this witch thing bothers me she does tarot readings, is into wicca ....how do I deal with this .....I am a christian and believe in Jesus Christ and that he died for us so that our sins can be forgiven......my ex has always played dungeons and dragons so he was drawn to her because of this ancient rituals ...so for ............