Now here I am in Newport News Virginia again

iPod for my birthday is pretty cool as it allows me to talk to text It's hard for me to type as my hands gO numb very easily I love it it's pink and white I really wanted iPad but it's probably too big for my hands I played be frustrated My hands would probably go numb
Charlton is very good to me today I am very very tired from Driving down here very hard on my neck and back although I do feel that I am finally getting a little better what a dark past six months it has been for me many days would not leave the house socialize with anyone i
fell down into a very deep dark hole that only my family could bring me up out of but mostly Jesus Christ is the one who gave me a feeling that I was not done for yet Sometimes feeling so alone and afraid and sad I'm in so much pain can lead one to believe there is nothing left for them but every day from now on when I try to make myself do stretches I look in the mirror and I keep telling myself your 56 you're not dead
you can make this work
You can pull yourself up of the very dark place Jesus will help me and the love of my family and my very few select friends have brought to me a new understanding of Me I have got to find my inner strength and the person that i used to be so some of that person come back