Tears, joy, peace.......finally

I was talking with Charlton tonight about my ride on Belle and I broke down ......tears of joy .....of releasing all the pain I have gone thru...it seemed that I needed to feel all of it at one time......what I cant explain in words ,what riding Belle felt like....when I have been in so much pain in the past riding her , i had to kind of ride in two point...standing in stirrups always trying to keep the back from moving....weird today when I got on it was like ten years of pain just disappearing in an blink a second....when she walked off ,,..the movement of her back against my seat was perfect......NO PIAIN........it hit me tonight .....today is the first time I can say that I am glad I had the Tri level fusion......finally.......I cant tell you how i feel other than joy, tears running down my cheeks, a feeling of being Alive......feeling Vital..........to something......Belle communed with me as if I n3ever had left her for so long......I felt and know that she knows I am better and she is too.......a wonderful spirtual experience.......our souls came together and became one.......a beautiful moment in a world full of sadness ,anger hunger,

Life is Good

and I thank the Good Lord for giving me what he had promised in the hospital........the ability to sit upon my Beloved Belle once again......and again and again......woohoo......I feel like I could float thru my house with wings of love.......I am so happy